ashamed

Some time ago...I felt music was gone from my life
I was angry , lost, confused...
Priorities had changed
and that feeling that used to fill my heart
was far away from me
and it was all my fault
I had abandoned my deepest love
and how could I?
My partner during good and bad times
The BSO of my dearest moments
My words when I didn’t knew what to say or how to say...
the only thing I had to release my strongest tears and my strongest smiles...
that made me wake up in the middle of the night
Just because I missed some melody...or just to write something to fit in it...
I was blind...I was giving up of my dream...
I had shut myself so nobody could hear my voice...
I was weak and now I’m so ashamed.